July 2010
Im lonely.
just a thought?
Your just another person. why am i so jealous of you, im living too. why dont i just make the best of it? thats something i need to work on. livin fuckin life.
i see a trend
Your guy side [X]
you love hoodies [x]
you love jeans []
dogs are better than cats [x]
it’s hilarious when people get hurt and fall [x]
you’ve played with/against boys on a team [x]
shopping is torture []
sad movies suck []
you own an XBOX [x]
you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid [x]
at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter []
you owned a DS PS2 or Sega [x]
you...
DAY 19
Nicknames i have and why.
kengie, kenna, ken, keng, kenny, whale, nipples, dalton, babes*, slut. theres really no explination for what people call me?
DAY 18
plans dreams and goals i have…hmm.
plans, i plan to have a good long life with a loyal husband tha i love. and have around two children. dreams i have are to have alooot money. and to be well liked, but not because of my money. and goals i have are to have a well paid job, as well as one i enjoy doing.
and do good in high school, and be happy?
isnt that everyones wishes though? man im...
DAY 17
Someone you would want to be for one day and why.. well i would want to get the luxeries of being famous, but i would also want to know what its like to be a guy? so i guess i would want to be a hot famous male for a day, just to know what its like? :)
DAY 16
Another picture of yourself
Day 30!
A picture of you and your best friend luhh you baby girl
DAY 15
Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Miley Cyrus- When I Look At You
Nicki Minaj- Your Love
Lady Gaga- Fancy pants
Nicki Minaj- Dead Wrong
2 Pac- Smoke Weed All Day
LMFAO- Get Out Of Your Mind
Lady Gaga- Dance In The Dark
Nicki Minaj- Be My Sunshine
Miley Cyrus- Get Ready Get Set Dont Go
Black Eyed Peas- Dum Diddly
Word..?
Day 29!
A picture of yourself
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Why don’t people tell me the truth? I know I’m fat and ugly, but it just makes me doubt myself even more when they tell me the opposite. I don’t give a fuck, just tell me the TRUTH.
DAY 14
A picture of you and your family
Day 28!
A picture of what you wore today;p
fail
I want my old life back. when i was happy. when i didnt think i was fat. when i didnt think i was as ugly. when i did really good in school. when i had someone to love me. when i rarely cried. when i got along with everyone. when i was fucking happy. ughhh, fuck my life.
DAY 13
Someone who has hurt me recently.. fuck you
Day 27!
A picture of me more than 10 years ago. how cute<3
im jealous.
I want to be you. i want to have your skinny, flawless body. i want to have your gorgeous face. i want your intelligence. i want to be as athletic as you. i want your always perfect hair. i want to have as many friends as you do. i want to have the good relationship with my parents like you. i want to have the confidence like you do. i want the happy relationship with a boy i love like you do. i...
Day 12
I found out about Tumblr from kristina maybe? and i made one cause i think it looked beassttttt, and it iss bitchh.
Day 26!
A picture that makes you angry
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people tell me i’m pretty, what are you all looking at?
Day 25!
A picture that you edited
DAY 11
A picture of you and your friends
Day 24!
A picture of what i did today
DAY 10
Songs you listen to when youre:
happy- Cooler then me- Mike Posner
sad- King- Stephen Jerzak
bored- Any song thats entertaining
hyped- Touchin on my 3OH!3
mad- Fuck you- Lily Allen
Whaddup?
DAY 9
Something im proud of would have to be the past 3 days of cheer camp. im not a cheer leader and i most likely never will be, haha but i spent 8 hours each day in a boiling hot gym with like 80 other sweating people, working my assss off. but i didnt bail the second, or third day even though im soo sore. so yes, i am proud of myself for working hard and not giving up, even if im not good at...
Day 23!
A picture that describes my life
I cant do that.. there would have to be tons. and i dont have time for thatt? :) but my life is crazyyy.
Day 30
Dear reflection,
fuck you. seriously, fuck you. i dont like you at all and i never want to look at you but all i can do is look at you thinking of ways to fix you. people dont say the things they used to about you. what happend to you? when did you change for the worse?
DAY 8
My short term goals for this month are:
- Try my hardest in cheers even though i know i wont make it
- Lose 10
- Hangout with people i lost touch with
- Fix things with people that i dont get alone with
Day 22!
A picture of me
Day 29
Someone that i want to tell everything but im afraid to becuase idk if i trust them yet.. cant be said blantly like that. but i know who it is. :o
kendra
DAY 7
Someone or something that has a big impact would have to be my height. i know that doesnt really make sense but height is the first thing everyone sees when you look at a person compared to other people weither you realize it or not. and its crazy. i hate my height. if i was short things would be alot different.
Day 21!
A picture that makes me think of my loved one
Day 28
Someone that changed my life. Omg, im so fucking sick writing about you.
DAY 6
My fav super hero would have to be Kyle Obrizzle. He has super-swag and can rap like eminem. He has no fears and his strength is tough enough to break metal chains with one pull. Damn kyle, youre my favorite super hero by far.
*picture creds to sheena*
Day 20!
A picture of where i want my honeymoon
Day 27
The friendliest person i knew even the first day i met them would have to be shannon ryan. Shes so outgoing and doesnt have many mean things to say. hah i dont know how she can be so happy and positive to everyone 24 7. ♥
kendra
please
Can’t we just let the past be the past? I’m so tired of this silence. I’m over it. Aren’t you?
love this vv
I hope to God she fucking breaks your heart. Exactly like you broke mine. Fuck you, I’ve realized what your true colors are, and they aren’t pretty.
Day 19!
A picture of your favorite musical instrument
Day 26
The last person i made a pinky promise to was Danielleee, that were gonna hangout more. luhh yahh girll♥
DAY 5
a picture of somewhere you’ve been to
JERSEY SHORE BITCH♥
everything happend so fast.
It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss.
truthfully
I’m a girl and I’d rather have boys as close friends than girls. Girls are just annoying. Boys are funny and know how to have a good time.
<33 finally someone gets it.
Day 18!
A picture of my room….this will be edited tomarrow when its alittle cleaner so you can see the floor.
Day 25
The person i know that is going through the worst of times would have to be.. my dads friend. his name is dave. he has cancer, hepatitis, he needs a liver and a kidney transplant, and hes living each day knowing hes gonna die before he turns at most 55. hes 53. he doesnt have much to live for, but hes struggling through each day, living for himself. hes doing everything he wanted to do all his...
DAY 4
a habit i wished i didnt have… cracking my knuckes. it hurts so good.
Day 17!
a picture of your mp3 player(itouch?)
Day 24
someone that gave me my favorite memory.. sheeena. i love you<3
DAY 3
A picture of you and your friends
